For I Have Sinned by Crea Reitan

Author:Crea Reitan
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: dragon fire fantasy

Over the following weeks, no matter how many times I try to tell him why I can’t keep doing this, the words don’t come. Because it feels too good. Not just sex; though sex with Zaiden is the only thing I’ve ever experienced in my life that makes me believe that there might be a heaven. But all the quiet moments too.

Our conversations. His laughter. The way he looks at me. How vulnerable he is, opening himself up and giving me everything. Everything about Zaiden Nyles threatens to undo me. To my very core, I’m tangling around him a little more every minute.

The only thing I made him promise was that he not come back to the cathedral at night. He can’t be there. Not like that. I can’t risk it.

He doesn’t. Instead, I quickly finish up whatever menial task I have to perform, say my mind washing prayer, and run away. Then I disappear inside Zaiden’s house, into his body, for days at a time, only returning when the moon is out. That way, I don’t see the disapproving faces. I don’t have to hear the voices in my head admonish me. I’m too tired to feel the dull throb in my chest and the way my stomach churns, knowing I’m fucking up everything. That I’m breaking the last promise that I ever made to the only person I loved with my entire being.

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